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General
Q1: "Why do you feel like a stranger to yourself despite writing so much?"
Writing helps me process what I feel, but it doesn't always explain who I am. I’ve spent so much time building the "perfect version" for others to see; the high-achieving student, the AI enthusiast, that I forgot to get to know the Wilda who sits in silence. My current "Uzlah" is a way to bridge that gap.
Q2: "Is it hard to be a logical engineer and an emotional writer at the same time?"
It’s a constant "system crash". My logical side wants to optimize everything, but my emotional side knows that some things, like knowing and actually understanding a condition, cannot be rushed by any algorithm. I’m learning to let them coexist.
Q3: "What exactly do you mean by "Reparenting"?"
Self-Parenting: To me, reparenting means educating and nurturing myself. It’s about becoming the parent I needed when I was younger.
Compassionate Discipline: It’s not about punishing myself for past mistakes, but about "tega" (being firm) for my long-term good. It’s choosing the hard path now so my future self can breathe easier.
Validating vs. Reacting: It’s giving myself space to feel angry or sad, but deciding; as an adult not to let those emotions dictate my behavior or hurt others.
Q4: "How do you handle the tension between being an Engineer and a Writer?"
I see them as two sides of the same coin. Coding is how I solve external problems, and writing is how I solve internal ones. I don’t need to choose one; I just need to make sure both are fueled by authenticity.
Q5: "What does 'Resilience' mean to you?"
It’s not just about "bouncing back." It’s about the courage to hit Reset when your intentions get blurred. It's about being okay with walking in the dark for a while to find a spark that is truly your own.
Career and Tech
Q6: "Are you open to work/collaborations?"
Yes! As a fresh graduate (Class of 2026), I am actively looking for opportunities to grow as an AI Engineer, particularly in roles involving Agentic AI or MLOps. I value projects that prioritize both technical excellence and impact.
Q7: "What is your current tech stack?"
My world currently revolves around Python, TensorFlow, HuggingFace, Pytorch, FastAPI, and Docker. I’m specifically focused on building end-to-end Generative AI systems that are ready for production, not just prototypes.
Q8: "Can you really run AI models on a laptop?"
Absolutely. I’m a firm believer in optimization. I do most of my "local lab" experiments on my RTX 3050, pushing it to its limits with quantized models to prove that great things can happen even with limited hardware.
Q9: "What are you doing when you’re not coding?"
You’ll probably find me reading books, travelling, writing in my private journal, or trying to figure out the next step in my journey. I’m a human first, an engineer second.
Q10: "What is your biggest motivaton right now?"
The thrill of the "Day 1". After hitting the Reset button, I’m excited to build my life and my portfolio from a place of genuine passion, not pressure.
My Kind of Ideal
Q11: "What defines an 'ideal' partner for you?"
I value a partner who is secure enough in his own identity that he doesn't feel the need to compete with my mind or my journey. Since my world spins on neural networks and logic, I need someone who isn't intimidated by my mind. Someone who can challenge my perspectives and speak the language of growth.
Clarity and Bravery: Being direct is a rare form of integrity. I respect people who are clear about their intentions, act with a sense of purpose, and have a genuine heart.
The Safe Harbor: Most importantly, I need someone who helps me stay humble. Someone who loves Wilda when she is "resetting" in the dark, not just when she is shining on a stage.